She snuggled down
beneath the warm soft blankets, with the fireplace glowing through
the darkness. It seems almost impossible to believe that one little
girl could have traveled such a far distance in only a year. But she
did, and she is here, living much like a fairytale princess in what
she refers to as her, crystal palace.
Grams and Gramps
Winklemann have become the Grandparents she never knew, nor even
dreamed of ever having. They give her everything a storybook
princess could ever hope of having. Closets filled with the finest
of clothing, toys upon tons of toys. Private schools, and dance
lessons, music lessons, travels taking her to the furthest tips of
the globe.
Carla remembers the
bite of Winter in that makeshift cardboard home she slept in, only a
year ago. As a matter of fact, she still has the dark wool blankets
that covered it's ends, to hold out the snow and ice. She has always
kept them folded on the end of her bed. When she is feeling lonely
she holds them in front of the fireplace, and reads from the book
that her Mother used to every night, until she would fall asleep.
The next thing she
knew, there was a voice as soft as the feather bed she was in,
calling her name. "Miss Carla, wake and come see the new snow." It
was the voice of Missy, Carla's Nanny. She had opened the long pink
drapes, so that the morning light could find the room. Carla
stretched her body, and yawned, and stepped out onto the dark marble
floors, moving sleepily to her third story window for a look see.
The balcony outside her window, was covered in the whitest snow
she'd ever saw. Not one footprint or track of any kind had flawed
it, and it was a winter wonderland transformed overnight.
Carla's eyes lit up
and she sighed from the awesome wintry sight. Brightly colored
cardinals caught her attention, in the frozen treetops. They
reminded her of Christmas ornaments, swaying in the breeze.
Missy announced that
her bath was ready. Reluctantly she pulled herself away from the
window, and headed into the bathroom. After her warm bath, she
dressed and down to the dining room, she went. Grams and Gramps was
already there, having coffee and toast. Gramps was reading the
newspaper, as always and Grams had her paper and pencil, checking
her daily events calendar.
"Good morning,
Princess," they both said at almost the same time. Gramps never
lowered his paper when he asked if she would like to take a ride
with him downtown this morning. Carla always rode with him, so that
she could visit with Hubert. Hubert was now the maintenance man in
one of the buildings that Gramps owns. He has an apartment, on the
first floor, so Carla visits with him while Gramps goes from door to
door gathering the monthly rent.
She stepped out onto
the ice covered sidewalk, in almost the exact spot where she had
been, the day that she had given Gramps that swift kick in the shin,
that sent him to the ground with a bang. She blushes every time she
thinks about what she had done, but Gramps just chuckles, and refers
to her as, 'Bruiser'.
There was a whole
lot of faces that she didn't recognize as the regulars going in and
out of the building, and they were carrying lumber and work
tools and wearing thick heavy belts that were weighted with smaller
tools, screwdrivers, pliers, measuring tapes and such and there were
many of them, not just one or two. They all spoke or nodded as
Gramps stood in front of the steps leading up to the doorway. He
stopped one man, and asked him where he could find the foreman, and
the man told him he was on the third floor at the far end of the
building.
Gramps leaned down
and gave me strict instructions not to leave the first floor for he
didn't want me to get hurt in any of the construction. He said if
you get hurt the Misses will have my head! He patted me on the back
and headed upstairs.
Carla took a stroll
down the sidewalk where she knew it would take her to where her
Mother and her had stayed just last year. As she rounded the corner,
she noticed a box just like the one they had, except a bit smaller,
but it too had the ends covered with blankets, dark heavy wool
blankets, to keep out the snow and ice.
A woman's voice came
from behind her calling her by name. "Carla!," the lady
yelled..."How have you been?" Carla immediately turned in her
direction to see a smile as big as all the city lights. It was Rita.
She remembers Rita helping her Mother learn how to 'make it' on the
streets. She taught her how to panhandle money from passersby, and
which dumpsters had the 'freshest' scraps, and which stores would
sometimes give handouts to the homeless. But what she remembered
most about Rita was that she had always referred to me, as Mom's Ace
in the hole. She said, that when most wouldn't give anything to a
homeless adult, they would nearly always give to a woman with a
child. I knew that Rita was always around, somewhere close.
Rita bent down on
one knee and hugged me really really tight, and told me how she
missed Mom. I too missed Mom, but I also knew that she was with
Daddy, and they were happy. Or I wanted to believe that, either way,
she was no longer freezing on the streets and having to beg for food
and handouts to feed me, and that was worth a whole lot.
We talked for a bit
and others that I knew began to gather around the fireplace, which
was a .55 gallon barrel with burning garbage in it, to warm their
hands, and talk. I stood among them, as they drilled me for
information about the reconstruction of the building down the way. I
couldn't tell them anything for I was as in the dark as they seemed
to be. Just as the conversation went silent, I looked up to
see Gramp's car pulling to the curbside, and I bid them all goodbye
and gave hugs and into the backseat I climbed.
Gramps took my hand
and remarked about how cold I was, and gave directions to the
driver to stop and get us some hot
chocolate. As we were waiting on our refreshments, Gramps was on the
phone ordering supplies and making arrangements for their delivery.
"What are you doing with the building, Gramps?" He just smiled and
told me it was a surprise, and that real soon I would see.
Adults were so secretive at times, and confusing to kids, so I just
sipped on my chocolate and pretty much pushed his answer out of my
mind.
Just then Carla
glanced out the dark tinted window to see a huge plastic sign with
big red bold letters announcing that Santa Claus was arriving that
day. "Gramps! Gramps!", Carla squealed. "Can I go tell Santa my
Christmas wishes?" He thought about it for a second, and then again
instructed the driver to pull over, and almost in an instant we were
standing in a line behind others wanting to make sure this Christmas
would bring them their choices of toys and dreams.
As Carla got closer
she could hear some of the children, telling their secrets, and
Santa's, Ho, Ho, Ho's, as they slid down the slide into a pile of
stuffed animals and overstuffed pillows. Then as they left, the
elves would hand them peppermint canes and take their pictures if
the parents wanted.
Then it was Carla's
turn. She proudly walked up and placed herself on his comfortable
knee, and before he could ask, Carla had already started. "Santa,"
she said quite timidly at first, "I'm not here to ask for new toys,
or even clothes, for I've plenty, actually more than I could have
ever dreamed of asking for. But I do want to thank you for giving me
so much last year, and wanted to know if it was okay with you if I
donated what I have to boys and girls that were like me before Jesus
gave me to Grams and Gramps. You see? Mama always taught me it was
rude to get rid of gifts that others had given me, and I didn't want
you to think I didn't like them 'er nothin'. They are all still like
brand new, and I know that I would have loved to have had them
before." Santa's cheery voice, cracked as he assured Carla that he
would be proud of her, as she was showing the true spirit of what
Christmas was really about.
As Carla started to
jump down, she hesitated and then kissed Santa on his rosy cheek,
gave him a hug and then whispered something in his ear.
"We'll see what we
can do, Carla," said Santa, and down the slide she went. When the
elf tried to hand her a candy cane she politely refused it, saying
that peppermint really wasn't her favorite.
For the next few
weeks leading up to a week before Christmas morning, Carla spent
most of her time going through her room full of toys, sorting and
wrapping them before placing them in their respective pile. Some
toys were okay for either boy or girl, but of course her pile for
girls seemed to be stacking higher than the boys', but she seemed to
think that was okay too.
Grams and Gramps had
told her that when she was through, they would see that her donation
was delivered to the place where they would be well received.
Finally she had reached the bottom, and was tying her last ribbon,
when out of the corner of her eye, she noticed her special Christmas
Bear, laying on her pillow. She reached and got it, and hugged it
tight, assuring her soft stuffed friend that she'd not part with
him. Carla knew that Mr. Bear was the last thing she had wished for
before her Mother passed away, and she could never ever let him go.
It was Christmas
Eve, and the day started out like most any other, but it seemed to
have a magic floating in the air. The snow was falling and piling up
heavily, and everyone had their colorful array of lights reflecting
on Winter's ground cover. Carla knew that evening's time would be
filled with many things. Dinner at Auntie's house, and opening
gifts. Then all would go downtown and watch the Christmas parade,
and the lighting of the tree. Sing Christmas song and then watch as
Santa and his reindeer took off to deliver the toys. Or so she
thought....
Missy, helped Carla
in picking out a special dress, fixed her hair with red and blue
ribbons to match, and then escorted her downstairs where the Mr. and
Mrs. awaited her.
"Come Carla," said
Grams, we have a special night planned just for you. A gift that we
believe you will remember forever.
Now Carla being an
eight year old, had no idea what a gift such as they were describing
could possibly mean, but she was all for learning, and so out the
door and down the road they went.
All the time they
were in the car, Gramps kept telling Carla that he had talked with
Santa, and he knew what she had whispered in his ear that day, and
that her wish had been granted.
Carla suddenly
became very confused, for what she had whispered was she had told
Santa that she just hoped that Mama and Daddy were both warm and
happy and of course, together.
The car came to a
stop in front of the downtown building, where previously all the
construction workers were busily working. This time though, there
were no workers, and when she looked up, she saw a new set of steps
covered with a bright red carpet, and big beautiful clear windows
and doors.
With Gramps on one
side and Grams on the other, they took Carla by the hands and led
her up the steps. Once inside Carla's eyes begin to fill with tears,
for the first thing she noticed was a large painting of her Mother
and Father, just like the one that she kept on her bedside table.
Beneath it, was a sandstone replica of the cardboard box complete
with the wool blankets made of puter. On the side of the stone were
these words:
"MAY ALL OF SOCIETY
SEE HUMANITY AND GOODNESS
AS THROUGH THE INNOCENT EYE OF A HOMELESS CHILD"
and beneath the
inscription was the bronze face of Carla, just as they had found her
the day they had rescued her from the streets. As they walked
on down the now beautiful hallway lined with many faces that she
knew, on the wall beside another entrance way, was yet another
plaque that read:
"CARLA'S CRYSTAL
PALACE"
"Shelter for the Homeless and Unfortunate"
She stepped inside
to find everything in that old run down dingy building wiped
completely away. From top to bottom all was new and bright. Huge
tall towering Christmas trees with loads of presents and then Carla
noticed some that looked very familiar to her. Yes! They were the
gifts that she had donated. They too were beneath the tree to be
given to the children. She helped serve dinner, beside Grams and
Gramps to those that otherwise would be gathered around a
barrel just trying to stay warm. But this Christmas they would have
a warm shelter, a soft bed, and a hot meal they didn't have to
retrieve from a dumpster.
This night Carla
would find what the real magic of Christmas really is. The gift of
giving, each and every day of the year.
Merry Christmas!